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Post by blackthunder on May 3, 2008 23:54:54 GMT -5
Chazz just repeated what had happened while Aiko was away and sighed.
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Post by Nyx on May 4, 2008 1:26:31 GMT -5
Aiko stopped walking, sighed, and nodded.
Well, she'll probably still be a bit unhappy about not having you be affectionate, but she won't be willing to share that with you... she's not a very open person... it takes time... I think that she's going to go into her not-caring state of mind and just try to forget how much she cares about you...
She tugged on Chazz's wrist and smiled a bit. Hoping that Chazz wasn't going to beat himself up over it, she started walking back to see Nyx with Chazz.
Nyx was sitting down on the log and thinking that Chazz and Aiko had gone off for a while, so she would be free to think aloud again. She faced the opposite way that Aiko and Chazz had left in and looked up at the clear starry sky.
"So many things I wish I could tell you, share with you, live with you. So many dreams I wish I could make come true. It's like I'm living in this world where everything I wish is only just out of reach. Someone somewhere is longing to hold someone Just as I wish to hold you. To merely be told I mean something to you, That I'm not merely someone you touch without feeling.
Why can you not see how much I care for you? How much I long for you to care for me too? What have I done wrong to make you withdraw from me? Was it my touch, my words, my heart?
I wish I could change how I feel, To make this pain go away forever. To keep this feeling of emptiness from consuming my every thought.
Whatever it would take... Just to make you look at me The way I look at you...
If you would speak softly to me in a way I could understand I think it would make me feel like I could stand through this and not fall down as weak as rainwater
You have no idea what you do to me Making me so weak under your touch that i am powerless under your spell If you were to say the word I would stop the world from turning If it meant that I could have my one wish...
To be with you... to be yours... and you to be mine..." Her voice trailed off as she layed back on the cold ground and closed her eyes to the starry sky above. Hearing some footsteps, she didn't care who had heard her. There was nothing she could do to take her words back now... no matter how much she wished she could...
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Post by kassie on May 4, 2008 2:07:23 GMT -5
Chazz was listening to Aiko and then he heard the song and sighed, 'I wish sometimes I could but I can't...' He followed with Aiko, "I see she enjoys poetry...."
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Post by Nyx on May 4, 2008 2:27:43 GMT -5
Aiko looked at Chazz and nodded, being only a few yards from Nyx.
"Well, she does happen to have a poetic side that she keeps surpressed. She never saw much use for it. It took me forever to get her to share her emotions once in a while with me... What do you think she was going on about anyway?" Aiko had clearly not been paying attention, trying to respect Nyx's privacy.
Nyx sighed and knew that there was someone behind her a few yards away. Still, she saw no point in turning around and looked down at the creek again. She laid a hand in the water and moved it in a circular motion as she continued thinking aloud.
"If he liked me, he could atleast say something... he's so stubborn and acts as though I can't understand the complexities of his mind... If he had any courage.. he would have said something to me instead of hiding behind his distanced attitude... I may have an attitude like that as well, but I don't try and hide behind it all the time... Nyx sighed again and continually was grabbing some small fish and letting them go again in boredom.
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Post by kassie on May 4, 2008 2:32:13 GMT -5
Chazz heard Nyx, he knew he shouldn't be listening but he couldn't so he just responded back, "You think that it really is that easy. Not so long as I am who I am....There are things that should not have occured....everything has his consequence and I shall not allow anyone else to get hurt through my feelings."
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Post by Nyx on May 4, 2008 2:43:48 GMT -5
Aiko blinked in confusion and shock. She then saw Nyx turn around and gulped. "Um... I think I hear something waaaaaaaaaaaaaaay over there..." She turned and ran across the clearing between Chazz and Nyx knowing that it would probably be better if she wasn't around to get in the way. She managed to stay within hearing range just in case things got out of hand and Nyx or Chazz lost it.
Nyx turned and looked at Chazz as Aiko ran between them and into the distance. She put her hands on her hips as she stood up looking at him rather annoyed.
"Oh, so I suppose that it would be sooooooo terrible to let someone know you care about them... maybe even love them... is that it? What could possibly be so hard about expressing your feelings, Namiki?!? If you happen to turn into something monstrous over simple emotions like I do and possibly have killed someone over it, I can understand where you are coming from. Stop Being So Distant From Me! You're So Infuriating!" She let out a loud roar into the forest as it echoed and many birds were rustling in their trees and took fight to escape the growing threat.
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Post by kassie on May 4, 2008 2:53:47 GMT -5
Chazz smirked, "You tell me to express my feelings when you keep yours pent up....I see hyprocite lodged within that statement. But I do not turn into something stupid from my feelings. But I have to keep my distance for safe reasons for others!" He just growled under his breath.
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Post by Kasumi on May 4, 2008 3:34:27 GMT -5
Nyx growled in frustration. "Oh, so I suppose that you think I am penning up all of my emotions? I will have you know that I try and vent them when the time comes to vent! I knew you were within hearing distance and I didn't care... I was willing to let you hear me! I vented to you and you think that is being hypocritical? Well, for others sakes you don't express your emotions, well, go on. Let me see what happens, Namiki... You have me curious... COME ON AND LET ME SEE WHAT THE HELL YOU'RE SO SCARED OF!!!" She bore her vampire fangs and clenched her fists waiting for Chazz to respond and hopefully comply.
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Post by kassie on May 4, 2008 3:42:10 GMT -5
Chazz just glared with his fangs showing, "How about having everything I care about DYING RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME! Hows that for keeping everything to myself! People spying! People trying to kill me! Oh how about I go around showing my emotion! No ones gonna get hurt at all..."
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Post by Nyx on May 4, 2008 3:56:23 GMT -5
Nyx continued glaring and growling at Chazz. He's so stubborn! Would it be so hard to just admit one tiny little thing for Ra's sake?!? I mean, he KNOWS how I feel about him... I can handle myself and no one can take me down... It's not like I'll die over it...
"Come now, Namiki... You're making me wonder what you're so scared of... Answer me and perhaps I'll drop the whole damn thing! That's what you want, isn't it? For me to stop caring about how I feel about you? Well, fine! If you want me to stop, then MAKE ME!" Nyx tore the dress off down to her small battle outfit she had been hiding underneath.
The outfit was made of a thin and durable material newly invented by some of the craftsmen down in the underworld. She had purchased it on their little shopping trip. The outfit was a slim fitting tube top with some wrist and arm bands made of titanium and matching leg armor. Her lower area was shielded with short shorts made of the same material and she had a few weapons on her belt. She pulled her hair back into a high ponytail and continued to glare at Chazz with a look of challenge for him to express his inner conflict.
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